All I Do Is Pretend

all i do ispretend i’m okaypretend that i’m strongthat everything will bejust fine – that the lightat the end of the tunnelisn’t a on coming train stand tall – which is hardto do when you are only 5 feet onegive them that, i don’t givea fuck attitudesay what you will, do what you wantyou can’t […]

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Excuse Me

I always wonderedwhat it would feel liketo have someonelove me forever how foolish of mewaiting for somethingthat isn’t looking for mepromises meantfor another time how many chancesslip by in searchof perfect?how silly of memissing someonei never had it’s time to searchfor what isn’t lookingfor me – so i will leaparms wide openeye’s wide closed excuse […]

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The Night’s Sky

in the emptinessthere’s no forgettingthere’s no forgivingyou must chooseif you wish to sleep withnightmares or dreams to enjoy the darknessin the absence of lightno sun shinesno moon, no starsjust me, underthe night’s sky this walk was never lonelybeing alone is theonly place ifeel safe the silenceplays the mostbeautiful musiclet me goand i shall floataway with […]

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Okay To Be Sad

it is okay to be sadfor no reasona billion reasonor for one small reason it is okay to crylost to your miseryin love with your sadnessthe dark shadow in your dreams none of us can be fixedthere’s nothing that needs fixingyou are you and I am meand that’s all that really matters happy to keepmy […]

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Beautiful Truth

how very curious it seems now i no longer deal in dreams of loves that had an ending of hopes, sorrow, friendships broken – everything ends that we have to face or do these hours will end too and i will remember something beautiful that happened something that made me smile kind words from sweet […]

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Annie is ranting again (roommate from hell)

I called the cop’s on my roommate today, she is spending the night in jail. Tomorrow should be very interesting. The police officer told me I should get a restraining order against her, but how would that work when we live in the same apartment? My roommate can be very nice very giving, but when […]

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People Change

nothing that was donecan ever be undonefoolish things, trivial thingsthings i did to youand you did to me for the sake of lovewe cry we hurtwe lie and onlywhisper the truthtalking to the moonand wishing on the stars looking for answers and lostpeople changesometimes you outgrow peoplesometimes they outgrow youto cease being loversis to become […]

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