Nothing Truly Lasts

It’s pouring starsall the light has vanishedto be solitary and silentto forever stay as nothingbecome air and turn to dust forget how to breathegrow flowersin all the empty spacesto ache and hurt and heallet the dying petals fall i am shadow wrapped in starsno longer holdingon to what has beennowhere to gonowhere to arrivefor all […]

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Just Annie Ranting Again

what do you do when you move and your new place has tile floors? I have never had tile floors, they are pretty to look at, they are easy to clean and they are hell to walk on, my poor feet have not stopped hurting since I moved in! Also they are cold, so I […]

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Sunlight and Shadow

If i am alonei still have thesun, moon, and starsthe wind, rainthe wild stormand all the beautiful thingsthey share with me the sunlight and shadowthe whispers in my soulthe words beneath my skinfragile thingsself-worth, promiseshearts, flowers that is how i survivemoment by momentwith flowers and poemssilent, aching, beautifulliving out the waiting everything i have ever […]

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Bittersweet Fate

Those i thoughti needed neverplanned to stayi lost my feelingfor everythingdark, quiet, numb, emptyletting the bestpart of me die i tried so hardto fit inbut i couldn’tand maybe i shouldn’thave ever wanted to moving onfrom holding ona life spent with sadnessa bittersweet fatefilled withbeautiful painful things

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There is Only Now

Trying to breakfree of meof this realitywaiting for meto make up my mind laughing at mefor thinking there’sa perfect mein the futurebut there is only now ever wish youcould take back timechange all the wrongto right, all thebad to good? ever talk to the moonwish upon the starsbecause they are alwaysthere and always listen? ever […]

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All I Do Is Pretend

all i do ispretend i’m okaypretend that i’m strongthat everything will bejust fine – that the lightat the end of the tunnelisn’t a on coming train stand tall – which is hardto do when you are only 5 feet onegive them that, i don’t givea fuck attitudesay what you will, do what you wantyou can’t […]

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Excuse Me

I always wonderedwhat it would feel liketo have someonelove me forever how foolish of mewaiting for somethingthat isn’t looking for mepromises meantfor another time how many chancesslip by in searchof perfect?how silly of memissing someonei never had it’s time to searchfor what isn’t lookingfor me – so i will leaparms wide openeye’s wide closed excuse […]

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