Bittersweet Fate

Those i thoughti needed neverplanned to stayi lost my feelingfor everythingdark, quiet, numb, emptyletting the bestpart of me die i tried so hardto fit inbut i couldn’tand maybe i shouldn’thave ever wanted to moving onfrom holding ona life spent with sadnessa bittersweet fatefilled withbeautiful painful things

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White, Black, and Gray

i wanted to be okay so muchmy thoughts begin to complicatedo not dwell on what you are notor what you have noti am who i say i am i will paint myselfin my own visionan array of colorsthat i choosein my own wayof my own creationsurrounding a cracked heart all i’ve got are empty wordsthat […]

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Broken and Mended

A time before sorrow Is there such a thing? To stretch out my hand And touch nothing but The silence of the stars At last my foolish dreams Surrender to the Perfection of loneliness That takes everything And gives nothing in return The past is gone Forever out of reach No longer my eyes Fill […]

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Suspended In You

Beautifully, awfully  The way I am empty I don’t know where  I must go, where I am now Unknown sorry Unknown pain, unknown tears Alas; only the  Shadow breath is gentle I am completely breathless Caught in your vacuum Suspended in you Makes me burn until I become ash

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Behind These Walls

I only need myself Unseen by anyone Unfelt my anyone Cuddled up in the dark corner An empty hollow shell Alone, safe behind these walls Fixing up the cracks And broken hinges of sadness The pieces of me  Amidst the darkness Sealed up From the sorrows and pain Into a world filled with grey A […]

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The Ever After 

I lose a tiny bit  More of myself  My heart becomes  A little emptier And despair takes Hold of me I’ve got nothing left to say And no one to say it to Minutes become hours Hours turn to days Days merge into each other  The world fades away Me, alone in the night sky […]

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No Inspiration 

​The never-ending story Has ended  And I am left in silence  Twisting, turning – into the Emptiness of my mind Silence is not golden It is hell – no poetry tail It’s like the end of the world It was unpredictable  I never saw it coming  I hoped it never would I never thought it […]

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