Simple Truth

I had to break I had to understand All the empty aching Sadness planted in my bones It will hurt It will shatter My soul, broken Loved and unloved In a heartbeat The simple truth Things get broken Leaving a crushingly Beautiful stain like An afterthought Heartbreak is but a moment A heartbeat,a breath The […]

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Bittersweet Fate

Those i thoughti needed neverplanned to stayi lost my feelingfor everythingdark, quiet, numb, emptyletting the bestpart of me die i tried so hardto fit inbut i couldn’tand maybe i shouldn’thave ever wanted to moving onfrom holding ona life spent with sadnessa bittersweet fatefilled withbeautiful painful things

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Not Quite Dead

Time and i quarreledall hours are midnight nowmuch of sadness andmore of loneliness i am searching forsomething, anythingto find the mewho was here before no one to sit withor to speak tofriend to friendnothing to hear exceptmy heart beating in spaceas if the world was ending then utter silenceand the empty worldthe room, the bedme, […]

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White, Black, and Gray

i wanted to be okay so muchmy thoughts begin to complicatedo not dwell on what you are notor what you have noti am who i say i am i will paint myselfin my own visionan array of colorsthat i choosein my own wayof my own creationsurrounding a cracked heart all i’ve got are empty wordsthat […]

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Where Voices End

soul sounds steppinginside again – unannouncedwind across the waterstorm clouds abovea thousand raindropsforever lost the breath of heavy sighssorrow and painrustling in the leavesand summer blinks so softlyshivers in the rain flower petalsin hopeless disarrayentangled within memorieslistless, weightless, freenever to be found again soul sounds creepingthrough the curtainsof my dreama nightingale singingwhere voices end

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Faded, Washed and Without

There is no hope in me, just an illusion a foolish little song whispering pretty words kind lies, soft sadness upon my lips gently kissing time into tomorrow loneliness is the song playing in the background loneliness is the raindrops falling across my skin and i am nothing more than faded and washed and without

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Behind These Walls

I only need myself Unseen by anyone Unfelt my anyone Cuddled up in the dark corner An empty hollow shell Alone, safe behind these walls Fixing up the cracks And broken hinges of sadness The pieces of me  Amidst the darkness Sealed up From the sorrows and pain Into a world filled with grey A […]

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